This meme tickled me. So very true.
I’ve been relegated to co-codamol whilst I wait for the bank holiday to end and the pharmacy to open. Desperate times call for desperate measures.
I make no secret of codeine being my drug of choice. It doesn’t make me sick like the tramadol but I don’t have any of that either.
To put this in perspective each co-codamol tablet has 8mg of codeine in. Where as I usually take 60mg of the stuff at a time.
But I would rather suffer than take the morphine and get hooked. Coming down off that was incredibly difficult last time.
This heat wave can piss off too. Hot flushes and summer are not a great mix. I’m so uncomfortable in my own skin. Much like the rhino from the “Just So” stories.
If I could take out all of organs below my diaphragm and carry them round then I would.
I’m not having a good day as you may be able to tell.
I tried to make my bedroom a bit more livable, i.e, making a path from the bed to the door but it wore me out. I’ve feel really sick and dizzy the past two days and it’s making me sad. I want my life back. I have big plans this month and I’m scared I won’t be able to do them.
Strategically I have booked the day of the shows off because as you may remember from yesterday’s charts, I just don’t have the spoons to do both.
I wish there was a light at the end of this tunnel but I’ve coke to accept that perhaps this is life now